YouStoleMyHeart.

paranoid days

Tuesday3:21:00 AM

Havent been feeling very well.sick and made me very fragile to depressed feelings. missing my weekiat alot alot. burst into tears last night. couldn't sleep. i keep seeing the video we recorded the other time during national day, at barber and at long john(clementi branch). i jus miss him alot. i know he's booking out soon. and i'm really looking very very forward to meet him.i'm waiting for my love!(:

this are some favourite photo of mine for sp photo shoot. more are uploaded on FB.

i know i ain't pretty, but it isn't a crime to go try and take photo. leaving a print in SP in my last year of poly. some beautiful memories.

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sleepy days(:

Thursday12:12:00 AM

having my holidays now. rotting at home almost everyday. sleep sleep & sleep is my sole goal now. hehe. tryin get rid of my panda eyes. :P

forget to mention, just passed,monday went for SP photo shoot. was kinda fun but was tiring. haha.met a group of fun ppl and the funny camera man.(: very friendly ppl. haha. had a great time tat helps to burn my free time away.

day no.10 without my boyfriend wid me daily,argh.tough. really.miss him alot.

deardear!!!!!!!!! i miss you alot.really alot. arghhhhhhhhh.

bought moon cake for his mum. but they dont eat she ask me dont give her, save it for myself, she understand the meaning. it's the thot tat counts she said. some more ask me to join her and grandma on weekend for lunch. hehe. so paiseh. but so heart warming.. weijie say they think i'm they family member alr. hahaha. so nice of them.(:

sage

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i love it when you call.(:

Saturday9:56:00 PM

i'm always waiting for his call around 9pm.(: at least i got something to look forward to.(: time to time in the day he'll call me too. haha. when i hear his voice, it'll light up my whole afternoon! counting down to 12 days to his book out.

love, i've thot of what to give you for our anniversary. :D something you'll be damn happy to receive. i can almost imagine how your face will be like and what you'll say. haha! look forward ba!(: love love love.

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awful day.

Thursday11:02:00 PM

had an awful day.

first woke up later den expected, went to skool study. while goin to exam venue sprain my ankle, which hurt like hell. den the math paper, SUCK! i don't really know how to do. so scare i cannot pass. :(

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i miss him. badly. passes by the place he accompanied me to, i'mreminded i miss him.

took the long bus journey,with him seems so short,alone,journey took forever to end.i'm reminded i miss him.

i do math paper, when wid him i do it happily like no problem,alone, it makes me feel so miserable.i'm reminded i miss him.

today while revising, i almost broke down. suxin was beside me, din wan her to worry hold back my tears, buried my face into his lucky jacket. i really miss him...hm,though one thing tat cheered me up is that, he misses me as much. (:

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our fourth month anniversary is on coming monday. dear, i miss you dearly.

sage

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Dedicating to backstabber.

Sunday2:21:00 AM

Yes, i'm going to take a break from learning to be mature. Being CHILDISH to accomodate the anger i want to dissipate.

I'm declaring war against a backstabber.

Especially when you're a male and older than the victim you backstab.

Anyone,in fact, EVERYONE close to me would haf guess who i'm referring to.

Seriously i don't understand at first, was it just the pathetic sense of jealousy or it's 'pure-unknowingly-random-badmouthing that you thought is a very funny joke'. It's not like you try it only 2 or 3 times. Already like so freaking many times you push me to my limits and test how far i can go.Pushing your luck way too far now.I do admit i don't haf a good set of temper like my boyfriend does. But for me to not flare up with the nonsense you said past few times was the thought that you thought what you said was funny according to my boyfriend.Though it isn't.i already try my best not to flare up.BUT hearing what you said today again. I think i am so stupid to haf thought you're that dumb. you obviously know what you've said given your age and your brain. it's not like inside is fungi farm.

i am now seriously declaring war against you. You started up a war thinking you'll win, when the fact is you won't. It isn't anything like hatre, i don't hate you. Just pure dislike & angry of you.

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