i'm super tired today. woke up early in the morning for class it all went well until when i went for gems received tat shockin news. tat fuckin piece of damn news destroyed my entire good mood. my foto was submit to participate in something i shouldn't have to. wat was tat sabotage for? i know i'm not pretty. but i don need u guys to comment about me. so wat if i look weird.. i don use n rely on my looks to survive.i told myself nvm it's okay.it's a prank a nightmare tat will stop n i knew i shouldn't haf care about those words. but it still hurts me deeply when it came to me. i cant take it. shadow under my sisters beautiful appearance alr caused me to suffered for so many years..why they still add to my pain.no one know how i feel when i look at my sisters' face.. why u guys jus cant stop talkin about ppl looks for one day. jus one day n i'll be content.but will there ever be tis day? i doubt so. sage

haha.tis morning pon thermo lesson it was damn relax. but felt kinda bad after tat. don know wat the lecturer teach.. argh~~ super tire tis few days.. don haf enough sleep. my er jie la. early in the morning chat on phone gossip gossip. damn it. >.< hm hm hm. anyway class was rather down? hm. many dispute among groups.. only left some group still intact. i feel so bad for some of them.. jus bcos of some small matter mus boycott each other. some times really feel like tellin them ," GROW UP MAN!! YOU ARE SO CHILDISH STILL PLAY FRIEND NOT FRIEND GAME.SO LAME LA YOU!" they're really bein immature man. friends n friends should forgive n forget. look on the positive side n not the negative side of the character isn't it? haiyo. hope they can really think about wat i say man.. sage

omg~~ i think i'm goin blind soon.. 5 hours of engineerin drawin really can kill. my eyes hurt so much after the 3rd hour.. we had to sit down n concentrate so much on our drawin.. a single mistake in the line haf to re-draw the whole diagram.. the lecturer still say we very slow.. next lesson pace even faster n more complicated.. oh my.. i think after tis sem i'll haf to change spec to very high degree liao.. even my neck, shoulder n waist hurtin..damn.. it's a test of endurance man.. i receive my vitamin msg ytd n tis morning which gave my plenty of energy n ' nutrious-happiness' wahaha!! today wore skirt to skool so many ppl were shock.. hmm why shock man..=.= tot i wore to skool b4.. boss keep sayin i goin date after skool lol.. no lo.. boss u're wrong.. i goin home. HAHA. received a very belated bday present jus now..lol was surprise n kinda happy.. some one do rmb it..(= thanks!~ sage

cam whoring at poly marina after lesson~~ lols jamond tryin to show off his dimple!~~

had fun today.. though the 1st part was rather boring.. but not when yenru,yuhan,jamond,xuebing,louis,rosalyn n me went to the play ground to play after our meal..wahaha!! (= it was crazy n super fun! so long nv play like tis alr.. haha. but today had something happen too.. i'm so confused. i don know.. i think i need some time.. sage

i don understand guys. tis is all i can say about them.. don understand wat they think , why they do the things they do. especially when rejected, they tend to avoid the gal after tat. damn. cant they jus be more open minded like how they expect gals to be? a boy n gal really cant be jus normal friend?!i really feel so helpless lo.. seein friends one by one go away from one another jus bcos of such small matter. aiyo. don wan think le la.. think alr oso pissed off. had my new cupboard fix today!! haha whole day tidyin room.. tired. but worth it haha! my room now much more spacious.. heex love it!<3 sage

hmm. today was rather boring again. rush to skool in the morning den end up after waiting for 20mins lecturer cancal the lecture.. i was like wth! waste my sleepin time..meet junior n chinjian for lunch den pass junior my hand copy notes for him to foto copy.. hm~ food court 4 really very crowded.. after my lunch we 3 went to library to rot. lol.. really rot. sit down there stare blank.. den junior left at 1.30 left me n chin jian there..hm. feel so bad cos i sort of ps chin jian LOL. i went to meet my classmates after junior left. chinjian went home.sorry ya bud. hm.. today explain my stand to yenru till my saliva almost dry up lo. keep explaining but it seems like the more i say the more complicated it got. argh~ forget it. eh. but i mus say clearly. he's a friend la! don tease me la.. cos i'll feel quite ps n weird lo. like blind date like tat. haha. sage

hm..today's skool reopen was peaceful..in fact TOO peaceful! so BORING as usual.. but i mus work hard from tis sem onwards.. no slackin n playin mario durin lesson anymore. haha..tryin very hard not to fall asleep thru out the lesson.. argh. BORED BORED BORED. i wan something interestin to happen la.. aAAaHHHh...!!anyway i din receive my vitamin msg..is it the reason for my borin n too peaceful day? monday's BLUE~ sage

OMG. i jump up last night. realise i forgot to register for gems!!! wa.. scare me.. luckily found leon to take same gems as me so wont be alone.. heex. phew it was so scare man.. end up couldn't sleep till 3 plus 4..no wonder isaac tell me gems is no other den a burden.. it cost me few hours of sleep!! HAHA! but nvm got my course.(= BRAND DESIGN.. haha ekkachai say will be the 1st to buy 'SAGE BRAND' wahah. u beta do tat man.. if not i whack u.. HAHA. i din get my vitamin msg in the morning.. but survvived.. though i keep lookin at my hp waitin for msg.. today alot of ppl msg me automatically..weird.. to replace my 'disturbance'? i not sure but was quite bz the whole day.. also used my time to go library find some books on learning jap. decided to learn it by myself.. i know it'll be hard but i believe "if there's a will, there's a way." =3 wish me luck.. haha. oh ya.. my sis jus show me this sentence she randomly took from the net " i jus cried, not bcos i misses you or i wanted you badly... but i realise i'll be alright without you." oh my.. sounds so sad right.. pity tat person... sage

cool. had my hair rebonded. lol now so flat n light kind of not used to it man haha.. tired, jus change the positions of furniture in my room. now haf plenty of space waitin for my new cupboard to come!! oh yay..i'm a happy person again heex. tis morning receive my msg again haha.. i'm excited about wat you say man!!lookin forward for ur disturbance!(= sage

haha. had my 2nd piercin jus now. at 1st was pain but after playin volleyball the pain faded. (= had a talk wif pat again. talk about lots of stuff. our past n present. which let me had time to recall how childish n dumb i was. haha. i told her she was the only one i told my secrets to cos she can keep it. but she reply tat she actually was the same type as me. after listenin forget about it!! LOL. wth~ hmm.but i guess tis is something we choose not to rmb la. cos is other's secret wat know alr oso cant get any benefits. waha. sian tmr had to wake up early again. i'm lookin forward for skool to reopen!!!!!! sage