oh boy. i needa slim down as in seriously. perhaps losing another 5kg will be just nice. sigh. FIVE, F-I-V-E kg. really wonder how can i do it.
went out wid baby today. saw his brother, and i was like STUN. and forget to even greet him den he walked away. weijie keep sayin i damn dao. SHATs. i din do it on purpose. den he made me traumatized and remain tat way thru out the way back my hse. i was messy, am fat, ugly and short. ARGH. i should haf dressed up if i know will bump into his family member.at least put on light make up or wat. argh..
well, some things i wanna share. jus cant understand friendship, or wat we so called close friends are. i always thot friends are people that tells you the truth. even when knowing wat they say might hurt you,but confident tat they will stay wid you thru out ur misery, help you thru. they wont bear to see you being upset and stuff.but the last thing they would wan to see you is stuck in a dead end and not moving on. really. i really thot these are qualities a close friends should haf. cos i would wan my close friends to be like tat.but wat really amaze me is, some people actually don need tat. they jus wan you to hear wat happen to him or her, den expect you to help him or her thru it, yet they themselves not wanting to move on. they don wan anything to change in anyway else but in their way. the first thot cross my mind was,FAT HOPE. life often don go in YOUR way. jus feel damn amazed wid wat the reaction was when their friends keep askin them to move on and they jus flare up asked them stop being so irritating. HA. wat a reaction right.
hmm, well. i jus feel since you don need some one treating you tis way. den you don expect a true friendship or when you need someone, someone to be there for you. really. you should jus continue to drown yourself in the whole-wide-world-owe-you thot. don whine to people about you very pitiful or wat. cos you're the one pushin people away. you stupid ignorance attitude doesnt make you worth a true friendship. yes. i'm being harsh. but i tell you. wat i say is jus merely the truth. and from someone really wan you to wake up from your stupidness.
PS: not referring to any of my close friends.
sage