YouStoleMyHeart.

Thursday12:24:00 PM

i browse thru my fotos albums, look for my friends i used to take lots of fotos n had them in my life. tears drops. i realise i'm someone tat once cling on to some things, n i'll haf a hard time lettin go. i kept crying. i really miss my 'friends'. why is it so. sigh.

in the past, i hated pink. cos i think pink is a soft colour. doesnt suit me. since when i started to accept tis colour n realise it's kinda sweet. since when? since when.

ever since i met tis gal from a cca gathering. she's not a crazy pink lover. but she jus has lots of pinky stuff. she's someone i used to describe as a rose. so beautiful, independent but full of thorns. anyone tries go near might be pricked. but if u're daring enough n don mind pain. mayb you can try goin near her. be sincere, be truthful. don mind tat she might leave you anytime once she feels she's burdening you. you can be her very good friend. really closed, like a phone call 12 am at night, we go out for a bubble tea n a stroll thru the park. haf a hearty chat.share lots of secrets, exchange some dirty little thots and laugh,smile like there's no tmr.a call, we go for a jog, exercise or register sundown marathon tgt. go haf a prata at thomson tgt. i rmb cryin alot, drinkin alot, when i know she's leaving skool for a beta future, a path she choose might look tough but i know she'll enjoy n love, n no more contact wid her. she'll be very busy, very busy enjoyin her new life. i knew there'll be a change in the friendship i called. i really trusted her, i knew all along she's someone unpredictable. so near you yet you can nv predict what'll she do next. tat's her very charming part. where i love yet hated the most. you jus cant do anything to stop her from leaving. i really miss this friend alot. really really. but i knew, this friendship had expired like milk. if i try to bring it back, it's jus cause me more misery.cos deep down i know she's good, far too good n unreachable.she's fast, always movin in a very fast pace where i like things to move slow. i had difficulty catchin up. she's beautiful, so beautiful. i feel inferior standin beside her yet, i always had tis low resistance against beautiful ppl. she's challenging, so challenging. i had to keep changing n challenging the impossible to be on par wid her. which i actually love doin. i used her as a target, a goal. someday i wan to be like her, not copy her or be exactly her but, she's a role model. i learnt alot from her. really alot. i believe if i'm a guy, i would long fall for her. cos she's really charming.

no one is perfect, so is she. she of cos has her own flaw. but she can cover her flaw flawlessly. you know it's a flaw, but she'll do something make tat flaw seems... so beautiful.

woah, i said so much about her. i feel like it's like i fell for her. actually i don know. mayb i did admire her n even love her before for who she was n is. but deep inside, i understand how things changed n part, drifted n will nv be the same again.

sage

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