YouStoleMyHeart.

exam.

Friday1:18:00 AM

fuck this exam man. had been studyin wid suxin ros they all almost everyday. was so stressed. little did i know tat i was so uptight n got stomach cramp started ytd afternoon. thru out my engineering mech paper was suffering. den had dinner wid ros jonathan sunye(mighty mentor) n suxin whom join us later n i went home wid. felt really bad when i got home. bath n den slept. hoping it'll go away the next day. SHIT.

it din! tis morning i struggled to get up from my bed took my clothin went to bath. the cramp got from bad to worse. after i came out from the bathroom, i had to struggle back to my room. felt uncomfortable wid the wet hair. blew dry it. WOW. tat was den my cramp almost kill me. i started to cold sweat. clean n dry clothin was like wet again. i pain till couldnt even sit down properly on sofa. i called my parents n jie. den call suxin told her i couldnt meet her. den rest awhile i struggle to the clinic by cab. i couldnt even walk short distance. the cab uncle actually made a small u-turn so i can alight outside the clinic for shorter distance walk. when i enter the clinic i blank out. cold sweat n black out. how sweet. the nurse use the clinic blanket to cover me n brought me to doc for injection without registering. den after i had the injection, i had to register n all. stay at clinic to rest awhile den headed home. rested on sofa. finally daddy mummy came back to my rescue. they ask me go their room sleep. den mummy on air con den daddy cover blanket for me. den they oso fell asleep beside me. haha sleep for super long.. think got at least 4 hours den they went to buy food for me. den feed me my medicine. den i went back sleep.

NOW, i'm studyin my damn electronics.

sage

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valentine

Thursday2:13:00 AM

a little chat wid my brother kevin about my guide line for bf cos he said i needed some love. lol! den i thot him be my bf not easy need these... :

i don wan smoker bf

my bf can drink but nv smoke

mus exercise but cannot be over gym-ed

mus be funny but not clown

no need be handsome but at least look-able.

mus know how to drive

mus be taller den 175

[c=13]kevin 280409 †[/c] says:

LOL

mafan sia u

lol

-s.age says:

...

mus not be over sized

[c=13]kevin 280409 †[/c] says:

LOL

-s.age says:

mus not be my clique de

[c=13]kevin 280409 †[/c] says:

u didnt say that earlier

lol

then how i know whos out of ur clique!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL

[c=13]kevin 280409 †[/c] says:

lol

exactly

i dunno who

lol

-s.age says:

hahahha

[c=13]kevin 280409 †[/c] says:

anyone la

got valentine bettet than dun have ah

lol

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busy new year

1:42:00 AM

a very busy new year. did lots of stuff.. hmm but cant really rmb wat i did exactly. jus rmb i've been drinkin like so many days in a row. D: bad bad. hm.. let me talk about today den, something i rmb more clearly. woke up n did mask, relax on sofa cos was havin headache. den i jus rot till 2 plus start to wash up n get ready to go out. cos meeting gfs n their bf at 3pm at PS. haha. meet suxin at amk 1st. den trained to PS tgt. wore heels, thot mine was high, suxin one made her the giffra of the day. haha bing n her wore the same shoes, den we were like sayin why not me n jane go buy den 4 of us wear too. LOL, so tall, scare my ankle cant take it. hmmm.wehn we reach PS, me n suxin took lift, something hilarious happened. shall not say much about it as it was quite paiseh.den meet the peeps at arcade. played awhile den went to watch movie. " valentine's day ", was kinda nice but draggy movie.. haha overall was okay i guess, den we walk around abit ate at xin wang cafe. walk around again.. den headed to suxin hse to pay a visit. haha. played card games there. den play till 11 plus kevin they all left. so left me, xuebing, yongsheng there. decided play marjong. den play till 12.35, my dajie called me rush me home by 1am! we faster finish our game n settle wat we gain n loss, den i wore my heels n run out to cab wid suxin bro's friend. really mus mention i wan to thank him for joggin down all the way wid me. thank thank(: thought he'll not see but jus wan to express the thot. hmm, den i finally reach home by 12.53am. phew~ bath n stuff. suppose to be restin but my heart pumpin so hard for the joggin jus now. havent jog wid sports shoes for months.. let alone heels. woah. power.(:

cupid cupid, wonder who will be shot by ur arrow next so soon.

sage.

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hot n cold lyrics

Monday11:29:00 PM

Hot N Cold lyrics

Songwriters: Gottwald, Lukasz; Martin, Max; Perry, Katy;

You change your mind like a girl changes clothes

Yeah, you change your mind like a girl I would know

And you always think, always speak cryptically

I should know that you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot and you're cold

You're yes and you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right

You're black and it's white

We fight, we break up

We hug, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no

But you, you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot and you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync

The same energy now's a dead battery

Used to laugh 'bout nothing, now you're plain boring

I should know that you're not gonna change

'Cause you're hot and you're cold

You're yes and you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right

You're black and it's white

We fight, we break up

We hug, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no

But you, you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot and you're cold

You're yes and you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor

Got a case of a love disorder

Stuck on a roller coaster

Can't get off this ride

You change your mind like a girl changes clothes

'Cause you're hot and you're cold

You're yes and you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right

You're black and it's white

We fight, we break up

We hug, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no

But you, you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot and you're cold

You're yes and you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

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tired!

Saturday12:49:00 PM

almost 26 hours without sleep. woah how does that feels.. i would say it suck. i'd get agitated over smallest thing. just reach home, jus had a warm shower but not tired alr. not really used to sleep in the day.

ytd, meet yuhan and louis at yishun to pass them bagua.

den went off to tiong bahru to meet eng siong. he went over to buy movie tix first. den reach there alr, still early. den he accompany me to eat long john sliver. den went for movie, "MY EX". haha. was scared at first but slowly found it wasnt tat scary after all, is the very loud sound effect tat is scaring me. lol. after movie we went to yakun for drink. he ate toast meal, den we were like casual talkin cos i haf almost 2 hours to work. haha. chit chatted till we forget time. was almost late for work.

haha den went to work till 11 plus head off to dad's shop to tend his shop overnight till jus come home. SO TIRED!!!!

it's really cool to meet someone u havent meet for very long..(: sweet to talk about the old memories.

sage

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messy!

Thursday11:40:00 PM

was too lazy to blog ytd. lol. ytd after class, meet suxin and ros go lib watch dvd, The Messenger. LOL, cos the room was occupied, so we sat at the couples seats. pull one more chair share the ears phone. haha. ROS DON DARE WATCH! hahahaha. so cute. den i was waiting for yongcheng come find me pass me something too. den i forget switch my phone to silent. den at the exciting part my phone suddenly RANG! lol. we all jump up. haha. den is yongcheng text me. den he came up to 3rd level. jus nice we all need to go off alr. so he pass me the present he bought for me from vietnam. he told me he gonna buy me my tea!! but he bought me a nice scarf.(: THANKS STUDY BUDDY! i love the present! aprreciate the effort.(: went off to my aunt's hse to take my karate gee. den went home. woah. went reach home head was kinda spinning. in the end wid engsiong's encouragement i din go karate class.WAHAHAH. stayed at home rest.

today, thot would be late for class. rush off forget take louis n yuhan's bagua. LOL. rush to skool den louis was like look at me. wth, i drove to skool today...HAHAHAHA. D: was damn ps. today yuhan louis they all super shuai. (: den after ms cathy's class, louis drove jamond, yuhan n me to vivo for lunch. hehe. den on the way back i feel asleep. haha. den went for class.. went to dad's shop help out n back. oh my. feel so tired. don feel like goin tmr's class. but need pass them the bagua. sian..

took lots of foto today!! will upload into fb(:

today everyone look so smart n handsome n pretty in formal wear.(: we've took another step towards our future. sigh, poly is goin to be over so soon.

hope tmr will be a beta day(:

sage

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for what goes around, comes about.

Tuesday9:27:00 PM

darn. wat a day. woke up in the morning, head was freakin pain. den i decide to sleep awhile more to see if it'll go away den mayb will be able to make it for the noon workshop. when i woke up tis time head n throat SUPER sore. urgh. so i din go to skool, went to see doc instead. throat infection. den follow my sis go my dad shop for food. den after i took medicine in front of him, was sent back home to rest. slept for like hours. which seems so short to me. den woke up went to meet aaron n xiaozhao. went suki sushi. i did something i felt super guilty of. i sick i still drink sia.den walk whole big round home. feel so bad now. like throat burning eh. sigh guess jus haf to rest more. sleepin early tonight. :(

heard tis sentence from someone: " for what goes around, comes about."

when i heard of it was shock, it kind of knock some sense into me. sometimes, ppl jus haf to believe in reciprocating of stuff. how u treat ppl, is how ppl will treat u back. of cos, not all the times.but i do believe even if they still nv treat u back the same way, jus continue to treat them how good u used too, mayb they'll see ur hard work n treat u good after tat.

these days, felt weird. but decide jus live days as it is. perhaps, it'll be beta. jus live it quietly n follow the crowd. everyone might be happier tat way.

sage

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