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Friday11:55:00 PM

wat a day. today was smooth at the start, went class, went swimming all tat were happy. until something happen. but nvm, will face everything wid a smile. i'm bullet-proof tis time. wont be shot. wont be hurt. i'm glad i can say tis.

waited for msg for whole day, xuebing told me to jus text, n den u'll know the reply. even daniel said tat. HM, yes i did. i jus got the reply. hm.. okay. kinda disappointin but nvm. haha

engsiong text me instead, haha. talk to him quite abit told him will buy him CHAO TA BAO for his birthday. hehehehe tho he say he like barbie doll n mian bao cao ren more. hahaha!

helped dad today. so bz. so tired, YAWNS.

sage

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28-01-10(:

Thursday11:08:00 PM

sigh, how how how how!!! i jus said confidently i kick the habit of keep textin ppl. but today i din text i keep checkin my hp see if i receive msg. though i know i wont receive. but i jus keep checkin hopin to receive. wat am i doin.. oh my. i don like tis ait. i said i would kick tat habit. mayb i should keep myself more bz. more bz den i will forget about msgin. yes tat would do... yes it would. i hope it would.

today was my ah ma's bday celebration. haha took lots of foto, but i din eat cos throat begin to sore. till don feel like eati den aunt said i was havin fever told me to ea panadol. ahh. nv eat food wat medicine means ... GASTRIC PAIN. freak tat gastric pain. in skool, was okay, jus tat was late for skool again. think ms cathy was quite upset of me. but i was really tired, over slept. hm.. den went for lab test, woah, die. think i fail, cos my oscilloscope like abit sot cos i keep switchin btw ac n dc den the graph went crazy. lol. den went to meet my erjie for food. but din eat much.

oh my, i today keep nagging at ppl. nag at suxin in skool..cos she was sick..den she say nanny nag at ppl for ppl's on good. den after tat nag at chenjie. LOL cos he keep skippin skool told him to resist temptation. haha, he told me to go get bf to nag at so wont nag at him. haha. oh my, becoming nanny alr.den chenjie start to intro me guys..ahh.. no la.. single now is good..jus nice for me..

sage

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happy me(:

Wednesday10:43:00 PM

woah, today's karate class was great. other than doin the basic, we were instructed to do physical exercise! hehehehe, did a total of 100 push up, 100 krunches, 100 squads. weee~~xD so long since i really exercise so cool!!! wahaha

ytd was random again, a senior of mine , keng leong, from my sec skool talk to me on msn, It is like so long since we last chatted!!! really man, miss the times where we train for npcc drills all tat. hide one corner see him play soccer all tat. haha, so fun. really miss the life. so care free. (: we talk from i think 9 plus till 2 am like tat man, den after tat still got text.lol. so long since i talk to a close sec skool friend about sec skool life. hmm..(:

i'm happy wid my life now. really happy(:

sage

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my weekend.

Sunday9:56:00 PM

haha, had a busy yet great weekend. enjoyed every day of it. (:

putting on mask now, tat one zhao bought for me. think of it. so long nv talk to her properly alr. sigh, but nvm! haha i will find time again.

so weird, sherwin text me jus now& we manage to catch up abit thru sms. haha, so long nv text him alr. hey boy. wat to say but.. U'RE SUPER RANDOM. haha.

really used to not haf hp along wid me every where i go now. i can receive a text msg at 12pm & only realise at 6pm man! on my, really gettin very used to tis bad habit! haha.but it's kind of good too. means i got things to do to occupy my time.lol

sage

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Tuesday11:13:00 PM

i once heard, a million of lies become truth in ppl's mind.

i oso heard, time will reveal human's true nature.

i heard, actions speaks louder den words.

i wont whine anymore.

i wont bother.

i keep quiet.

shh.

normal day, went to skool, study&play in class. meet bing a while during lunch, went workshop, bus-ed home wid isaac. saw cipher at amk. went to hub to do some stuff. went home. rest awhile, went dinner hot pot wid pa, ma & dajie. so long since we went there. den bought shoes at the golden mile plaza.came home. home sweet home. (: sage

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Monday8:15:00 PM

had a great day. suppose to..

went to class, was late again though but had a great time in class, meet xuebing suxin & ros they all cos had to pass suxin money. den went back to class. till after skool i keep playin n playin.went home wid suxin since we take same bus. den she accompany go eat kfc.den went back aunt's hse. watch tv till i fell asleep.woke up at 8plus.

den i should haf known bad things follow after good. for all years such things still happens. but nvm not goin to care since i din do such things.i know i still haf u gals wid me no matter wat. tat's very important to me.cos u all trust me. thanks.don know wat else to say but love u gals!!! haha.to me, you gals aint jus any friends tat i can forget & leave easily.really.

thanks for trusting me.

sage

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better tomorrow.

Sunday9:06:00 PM

wat a weekend. LOL, tis crazy weekend i was busy. really busy.fri, after class meet xuebing n kevin. went to library & watch "home alone" while waitin for ros. 12plus when suxin n ros came, we startin eatin & do abit of project while talkin & playin. damn enjoyable! after tat went for lab. lecturer talk about oversea itp. me maysiew& jieliang was super excited. keep talkin & talking. till end of lab.iz & duwi accompany me to amk!~ we went popeye to eat then walk to my hse there sit down chit chat.(:.ytd i repaint 2 of my hse door! waited them to dry still do second coatin.wahaha. my jie say very nice!(: of cos i choose the paint, i buy, i paint. not nice i'll curse man! hehe. den today i fixed my hse tap which was leakin since don know when & noone cares. spend like don know how long squading there. think was before my jie off to work till she come back, so tired man! i'm the engineer at home! weak little gal outside or in skool, as wat they see me k. not i anyhow say. hahahahhaha.i feel so man.

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suxin ros & xuebing super nice sia. suxin & ros asked me about online purchasin of stuff. feel so in a group.(: den jus now i textbing ask about her astro club thing. see if i can join it now. go there see stars all tat, cos i'm interested. she said YES! wah, i feel like best month ever man!! so long since i had really nice friends around me. i'm thankful, thankful for having friends like the gals. (: gals, i hope no matter wat we'll be there for one another.thanks for seeing me as one of u gals. (:

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yes, 2010 is a good year.

i'm looking forward to every tmr nowadays. cos i know tmr will be beta!(:

sage

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laughters

Thursday9:05:00 PM

was reluctant to wake up tis morning, but din wan to miss Ms cathy's class. woke up, bath, saw dirty&smelly little hagen bath him, den feed him alr went out to skool. thot would be late,saw lecturer inside lift. LOL, she's late.

skool, break, talk to fyp group, class, lab &home.

went to register for my karate class alr. hope it'll be fun n worth it's cost. (:

i jus hate the way u tear, it's not like u cry u'll win. in my thots, cryin doesnt make u the winner. it makes u look like a sore loser. i spent so much time groomin u, look after u, & teach u all the morals. Yet, u always act like a loser in front of adults makin me be ur scapegoat for watever u do. fine, very fine. pls don expect me to scream at u again. watever u do, i'll jus keep quiet let u be. i'm jus so disappointed in u.

talk to a friend tat din talk for very long. so refreshing. like wat ever happen in the past, the memories jus flash back,jus so new.thinking about the past, i did stupid stuff, don know how to hide feelings. wat's over is over, history wont repeat itself. i wont do those stuff again.i've learnt friends are jus meant to be friends. no use forcing.(:

OH YA! promise ahmad would blog about the workshop on tues. lol tues, workshop last lesson of bench. haha! so fun. was suppose to repair tubular type heat exchanger. den 6 in a group i think.

got ahmad, jamond, aaron, guojian, jieliang n me.

haha, cos the screw was super tight den we were having difficulty in releasing it, someone needs to sit on the heat exchanger den use extent-ion to release it, ahmad suddenly turn to me say baby elephant go sit on it. den i was like HUH. baby elephant. LOL. den while doin lots of names came out. like brother elephant, elephant family. all weird weird de came out.HAHA!

wed, fax the navy declaration form at singpost. OMG, damn ex, each page cost $3.21.~.~ i fax 3 pages.so broke.

den today at lab, my partner jamond oso damn cute. HAHA. he turn to be & suddenly say " beep beep" . i shouted loudly " road runner OMG" HAHAHAHAHA. super hilarious.i laughed non-stop.den lecturer kept looking at me.

i realised, i laugh alot tis days. simple little things from my friends make me happy the whole day. like today talk to xuebing, rosalyn, suxin &yenru. bing & suxin said i could meet them for shoppings & all. woah, my heart felt warm, i actually was touched, not like i don haf friends den find them.. is jus no matter when they still treat me as friends. i felt really sweet..thanks gals.(:

sage

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say NO to bad habits

Wednesday8:52:00 PM

(: say NO to bad habits!

i think i've kick some of my bad habits!(: i no longer feel like texting ppl. nor feel weird not smsing. (: power ba. think about last time i cant stand not texting ppl at all. now i lazy to even look at phone. or bring it around wid me. i no longer feel lost even if i don contact my friends or whoever. i can disappear for awhile & come back. i enjoy it!

woah, lots to do for fyp. kinda stressed up by lots of thing. really needa buck up! jiayou!

sage

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my 1st post in 2010

Tuesday11:13:00 PM

ah, how funny is tis,

after so long,

so big round,

thinking so much,

being thru lots,

1st post in 2010

is bcos i'm too bored,

nth to do.

hm, things started all over again.

single life, refreshed..(i suppose).(:

adapting good, back to my old life.

friends, skool, fam, cat, projects, report.

start my fyp discussion alr.

some break down in communication lead to some argument.

but it's okay alr.

phew,

feel like taking up bjj.

talk to stanley n aaron bout it..

wah, so tempting, even told my sis.

she immediately say: wah, cant u jus be normal once. LOL.

for studies,

i moved back to my aunt's hse.

for hagen,

i go back everyday.

for fam,

i call back everyday.

for me,

i try to sleep early everyday.

still thinks i should start adoring myself a bit more.

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