alot happened. really alot. hm, for wat i thot was a motivation ends up in other's eyes tat i am forcing. my first shock. u nv know wat's waiting for u at the finishing line until u try. a sentence always bein look up upon cause the surprise. *********************************************************************************** X says: i nv try makin him believe tat line wat i did was i say out tat line cos tat's wat i always think i din make him MUS believe it Z says: i know i know X says: i don know how to tell u leh... F u know not? F says: i knw its like sth u believe in n hope t influence others to understand it but not forcing . . . . . F says: anyway this line, i think the meaning behind it not alot of people have th courage to execute it so like me, although i might understand it but not necessary really dare to do it cus like ah. i never knw if i never try, but what if i try alr then i knw the feeling of pain, then i dont rly wna try . . . . . . X says: i really don know how tell u all leh to me tat sentence is like my unique way of pushin myself to do something i wan n wish to. like for tis case.. not tat i wan to force him to take me as gf. but is. i wan to let him know don hide from prob.. face it. cos u nv know wat will be the consequence. wat will be waitin for him at the finish line. cos he always feel he is not good enough for anyone he keep feelin tat .wat will happen to him in the end? he wont dare to go for his own happiness.. wat i wan tell him is.. for now i'm jus a barrel for him to crOss i don know n cant predict his future but only he crOss.. he can grow n get his happiness . . . F says: i think this line is best used, when both parties got the interest but face obstacles. if this line is used on someone w no interest, it is more vulnerable to be ignored. ************************************************************************************* we all haf our ways oso solving prob. we see things differently.. if me n my friends din speak to each other.. we wont know wat others are thinking. overall was a surprise n shockin day..