YouStoleMyHeart.

Friday11:53:00 PM

心，是为了什么觉得那么累？我听说过，眼泪其实是心的汗。因为心想多了；累了；汗水变成了泪，从心灵之窗流了下来。

actually wasn't in good mood since ytd night after the personality test a friend ask me to do. i was upset wid the result. not tat it was not true. it was so true n so me. n it was actually all bad points. i realised how yucky i am. proud, deep thinker, over sensitive, bossy,worrier, critise ppl, uneasy to deal wid.. all was part of me.i was sort of shock. i always advice ppl, give them beautiful sentences tat sounds so true, but who am i to say those things when i am such lousy person.. pat ask am i goin to change it after thinkin so much..hm, i told her i wan to but i haf no confient of the success. who, wat, when, how will i become.. i cant control. though i see the reasonS why i should. i don know.jus moody these days.. especially after the residential project actual roadshow. i felt extra. like everybody was older, i cant really click up the topic they discussing. felt ashamed for bein young. ended up i stood by the corner n watch ppl talkin n readin the panel. i was so bored tat i approached them n talk. to me. it wasnt tough,i don know why. i felt easy to talkin to outsiders. i smile n tell them jokes n share some tips n knowledge. wasnt very tough, really.but i felt fake n weird.sometimes.. i asked myself.. which side of me.. is me? i asked pat, if one day i don contact them anymore.. will it be beta. bcos i am such irritating person.. she said i jus haf to be confident about our friendship....time will prove it.. she asked me not to change to please anyone. change bcos i wan to be happy. perhaps tat's the way..but why am i feelin so uneasy. so scare? sage

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