i don know. everything was just about responsibility isnt it? erm, i don know. it jus turn me off thinking of it.all the negative thinkin jus affected me. BADLY. pat n zhao said things tat woke me up, after i finally gotten the courage to tell them the truth. relieve n felt safe again. i love my buddies. they are always there.i can tell them without feelin tat they might dislike me. i realise, it aint only about responsibility.sage