at times, i really wish tat life isnt tis complicated. dream of it being simple,clear n den we don haf to think so much. started from when, i start to think so much? from when did i lost the self confident? when that i begin to wish for the world to come to an end now. immediately. let human all be destroyed n we haf to start all over again from the simple minds to see it turn complicated within millions of years again. but to say start all over again. it ain't like a button. press to restart like a com as n when u like.. it's tough. drinking isnt good. drink is like smokin. slow sucide. somethings tat ppl get hooked n addicted. i wished i din start drinking.but i din regret. jus plainly wished. bz week n months after months comin soon. i cant think of any other ways. to break free from the ugly n negative thots except for to make myself busier. sage