hm, i feel so unlucky. got an insect bite on my neck which caused swellin. cant really move my head, only can look front like robot lo. sian. doc said was a bad reaction to the ' venom '. lol. i was like wth~~~ he keep pressin it n squeezin it. i turn my whole body away n told him it was freaking pain. he said he know.. but he still continue press... wtf!~ oh ya oh ya!!finish my 10km sundown alr!! congrats to me n patricia~~ we did unexpectedly well!!! we din train for it lo! but did it within an hour. haha.. proud of myself! well done xueling!!!=D exams coming.. i'm worried n excited, mixed feelin la.. how ar. study study study is the key i guess! i will chiong ar!!!!!! STUDY! i see all the top grads passed will FLYING colours.. i envy them n it motivated me to study man,i din wan to miss any of the lessons. i got no choice bcos of some irresponsible ppl tat left the grad duty empty for their own very selfish private reasons.nvm. i long knew ppl are selfish n greedy. during grad took lots of fotos. haha. though tired, but it was enjoyable. even took fotos wid handsome guys! muahahahahahahahahah~~~~~ sage

i don know. everything was just about responsibility isnt it? erm, i don know. it jus turn me off thinking of it.all the negative thinkin jus affected me. BADLY. pat n zhao said things tat woke me up, after i finally gotten the courage to tell them the truth. relieve n felt safe again. i love my buddies. they are always there.i can tell them without feelin tat they might dislike me. i realise, it aint only about responsibility.sage

sigh. in gems class right now. lecturer talkin about confucian, confucius n mencius. YAWNS. forget bring phone n wallet out. so damn sian lo. hm, actually should be listening to him la but i don really care. cos wat he talkin about now.. is last week he say de.=.= "man like us need to be educated and taught wat is right and wrong den we can choose right choice and contribute to society. cos man are insately selfish and bad." xun zi said. WALAO eh. i think mencius is beta. cos i believe human are born to be kind. i don believe i'm commenting on tat.D: see, i'm tat bored. talkin to clement right now. clement! i caught u readin my blog.owe me a drink ! LOL. okay la. i ask u read de, hm..bored bored bored bored. sian. lecturer sayin about taoism,,, lao zi n zhuang zi. OMG. zi zi zi zi zi. makin feel like ZZZ. sage

haha, havin tank fam now. so bored that i'm using msn and bloggin in class.faqih even sleepin in front of me.LOL. lecturer don care! haha. hm, talkin to clement on msn now. WAHAHA. he force me say him cutest sia!!! [c=5][ c l e m e n t ][/c] says: wa like that say u still gt choices u can choose frm hottest to most beautiful to alot others beside cutest which is mine! - sj. says: LOL.... seesee.. where got nv force! hahahah [c=5][ c l e m e n t ][/c] says: i say u gt alot other choices unless u wanna be cutest lor i gentleman abit give u cutest i be hottest!~ hahahaha still say nv force me.. hahahahahaha. lame shit!!hahahahahahahahaah. ben dan clement! haha i miss all the ppl tat went to itp man. so long nv see them all. haix. time flies sia. we year 2 le lo!! goin year 3 soon. year3 alr need go navy le. den everyone will go seperate path. wah.. haix.. so fast. EH! nas n iz now behind bully me!!!!! throw things on my hair. sage

at times, i really wish tat life isnt tis complicated. dream of it being simple,clear n den we don haf to think so much. started from when, i start to think so much? from when did i lost the self confident? when that i begin to wish for the world to come to an end now. immediately. let human all be destroyed n we haf to start all over again from the simple minds to see it turn complicated within millions of years again. but to say start all over again. it ain't like a button. press to restart like a com as n when u like.. it's tough. drinking isnt good. drink is like smokin. slow sucide. somethings tat ppl get hooked n addicted. i wished i din start drinking.but i din regret. jus plainly wished. bz week n months after months comin soon. i cant think of any other ways. to break free from the ugly n negative thots except for to make myself busier. sage

don know, felt weird today. something's wrong but i don know wat. ***************************************************************************** hm, went swimmin in the noon den went library to mug. did engineerin maths tutorial. i feel damn happy(: manage to finish most of the qns. den went over to aunty hse there for dinner. how long since i last went there.. think was new year. tat feelin so diff.. everything is so weird today.. but luckily i have xiaozhao wif me..listen to me n all. zhao i believe friends will last longer than anything else. sage

hm, talk n thot thru everything wid james we knew wat's wrong now.finally after much shock n all. the reason is we din know each other well. so 10 april wasnt the day we got tgt. but was the day we decide we should know each other. today, the 2nd may, is the real date we're tgt. i'm glad tat we can be tgt. (: i cant promise i will always be able to treat u well but i will promise i will try my best to make u happy..care as much like how u care for me. sage