another busy day for me. D: when to changi naval base submit result. i saw yihkiat there!!!!!! hahahahaha so long since i last saw him. hm, walao eh! he say i big head. shit man!!! my head where got big! hm.. but nvm big head means brain big means clever! lol 2 hours plus of travellin time back n fro to submit a result usin 3 mins. =.= most clever decision. ever. den went to cousin hse, suppose to pack bag but clothes havent dry so as i wait for message, fell asleep. lol it was a nice nap, wid the rain n wind. (: parents n sister came back from m'sia came n fecth me home den the bad thing happen. when i reach home, my mums FELL outside my hse! wth! i freak out. dash to help her up. she hit the edge of the stairs n fell back on her back n rolled on floor. i hurried to her n ice her knee. she almost cried. my heart my like cramp up man. i almost cried. see her suffered. i rather it was me. my 2nd time ever felt she was like leavin me or something. i cant breathe right. the 1st time was when i'm 11.she was hospitalised.i help her to the toilet let her wash up n ice her leg again. she scream out in pain. den my dad decided we should bring ma to chinese doc. at 1st say wan to go for xray but dad say since ma can walk means bone din break. so we went to the chinese sinseh i went ytd. after tat went for dinner. she din eat at all. i don know. i'm scare really scare. i don know of wat but i know it's dangerous for old ppl to fall esp her with stroke background. i feel like replacin myself in her place. i don wan see her in tat pain. my heart hurts. really hurts. she might be naggy at times, nv care for me in 1st 16 years of my life. but i still love her. i don wanna lose her. den i reach home meet yuesheng, sweehao n kent. they went eatin kent say tis might be the last time me seeing him cos he sailing off soon. argh. he mus rmb me lo! if not, i sure muay thai him! lol. den came back home tried to reformat lappy couldnt..=.= den i rmb need do camp stuff. so many things to do. argh~ tired. sage