sometimes it's really hard to please someone. especially the person u like. it's like u'll be worry about how he feels about u. whether u'll look like u're too OVER initiative or look like despo in his eyes. so wat mus we do? i don know. the uncles i know told me.. guys are like.. stupid n high ego creatures. when they wooin u or havent confirm whether u like him ..he stick to u like crazy, after u all get together or he know tat u like him, he will play like crazy n don care u. i felt tat it was quite true. den uncles told me play hard to get. gals cannot show too much concern or we will lose out. so, the more u like him, the longer time u let him struggle when wooin u. cos after tat gals will be the one sufferin. sounds so logical. aiya today i wasted time doin stupid things. woke up due to a silly dreams tat wont ever happen, but it seems so real tat i cried in my dreams n even wet my cheeks. den watched harry potter 4 n 5. den went to meet zhao accompany her cut hair. lol. she look like china doll now. pat look like jap doll while ju look like barbie doll. what i look like? HUMAN. wahahahah. okay back to today. den went to kaiho help out. is like not really bz lo. den got customers tat drink lots of sake n use glass cups. make me wash like crazy. their lip sticks were all over. don understand why out on so much lip sticks. scare their lips crack? crazy. den guy customers were like lechers. keep lookin at the other gals, even when their partners were beside them. even when their arms were wrap around each others waist. yucks. how can i ever trust guys like tat. oh my oh my, i'm jus so silly. pls jus get tat out of my mind. sage