slept till 11 today. super tired. chatted to zhao on phone ytd till i dozed off on sofa. den i waited for msg. went for lunch n it rained for around 15mins.. my jie, her bf n dajie wid vern vern dash thru the rain n went home to tidy hse..wow. luckily ran fast enough.cos after tat it rain very very heavily. anyway it's so long since we last did hse work tgt. den we went to the bday party of my aunt's maid. hm, finally receive the msg tat i've been waiting. i don know why i felt angry. not of the sender but of myself. i don know why i so angry. jus at tat moment i felt angry of myself. don feel like talkin.was kinda down den something worse happen.

sigh.

guys really treat gals as dust once they know gal's true feeling huh. den i think i shall not tell him about it.cos i don wan be dust in the eye of my admirer. i wan be something worth treasuring.i might not be so good at handling situations n stuff but i definitely will treasure the guy i like tis time round is no long fooling around. i'm not tat young n innocent, stupid n playful xueling anymore. i know wat's good in relationship n wat's not. who's suitable who's not. so i don wan be dust when i serious about relationship. tat's my only wish now.. after the dinner n stuff we prepared to go home den my jie played a very nice song on her car.. i went to search.. is call " too serious too soon" i like the lyrics..:)