YouStoleMyHeart.

Monday7:42:00 PM

love, such a big word

many will say

but how many meant real?

jealousy, such a mean word

causes so much trouble

why so many use it?

happiness, such a joyful word

many wished for

who will get it?

love at first sight,

how much possibility will it last?

liking each other,

how long it can last?

loving you,

what does it mean?

how long will it take to love someone?

is 1 day enough?

2 days?

3 days?

1 month?

we all hope to get it,

does it make us look like we're dumb?

meet zhao early afternoon for breakfast cum lunch at amk suski sushi. haha. had a fun time talkin to her. we both were not in good mood. so tried to entertain each other. den went watch movie. haha. the movie was nice. (: really enjoy it.pat joined us later. for dinner at mos. den came over to my hse to drink. was really bad mood. all 3 of us waiting for something. something impt to us. may seems insignificant to many. but was like a confirmation to us. a message. i open my new barcardi, realise it was 40%, so bought sprite n coke to mix. den we drink n chit chat. cos wasnt in good mood or mayb we want to be drunk. so. the both of them really drunk. they said out wat was in their heart. n really cried. i stood there n watch.

how i wished i was the one tat was drunk. i wished i am drunk. i jus wan to escape from the reality for a night. but i know i cant. i'm at home. i cant. i felt like cryin too. but i held back the tears. i've got so much to tell them. i wished to say out but i don wan add my sadness on them. they had enough. they're more impt than myself. i don wan them to worry more.

my dearest friends pat n zhao.

don hold back ur tears,

cry it out loud.

let me be there to lend u my listening ear

i promise i will always help u 2.

i give u my words.

n i meant wat i said.

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whatever i am to you,

i just want to say..

it may seem harmless

for whatever you said,

but it's like a knife to me

each words cutting my heart.

i can feel the intense pain

i'm suffering,

struggling to get ur confirmation

but i cant say it out,

cos it is forbidden.

sage

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