again n again. i don know how many times i must use my own imagination to make u a person worth my trust. tried n tried.. i don know how much patience n tolerance i have used to make u my friend . cry n cry. i don know how much tears i have wasted on this worthless friendship. until then, i realise it was just a complete nonsense. u don even appreciate wat i tried to do. i'm wasting my time. i don understand why u treat me this way is it really me, the source of the trouble? or is it u are the one.hm, guess i shall not push the blame to u cos i know it mus be something in me tat make u dislike me so much tat u spread those hurtful words to others n try so hard to make more ppl to dislike me like how much u do. i just felt disappointed. not angry anymore. u ain't worth my anger at all. i felt like no matter how much i try being ur friend, it'll nv work. perhaps is our fate to be jus hi-bye stranger. i'm not good enough to be ur friend. it's too tiring for me to try so hard. so i wont try again. the misunderstanding btw me n him were solved. i no longer felt guilty alr.(: thanks for ur understanding.i really appreciate it. i guess i would haf a great night today.=D sage