i've dyed my hair purple and cut my fringe.a change in image n hope it'll change my mood too. talk to a best friend ytd. havent talk to him for like months le lo.. know him since sec 2..recently he encounter some prob was tryin to cheer him up. at the same time he tried cheer me up usin lame riddles. how long ago was the last time since i really laugh ..i don rmb. i only know i've been laughin n smilin to pls others for quite long le ba. smilin for sake of smilin. yea. i really did smile for a few times..

i've been smilin ever since skool started every single day.

i tot smile is part of everyday attire.

but slowly i realise it is so tiring to smile everyday, even when i don feel like. i started to smile lesser...

but oh my. every body will start to ask sage ar u sad ar why nv smile all n all. i jus felt irritated. why cant i stop smilin everyday? it's my life. i shall live the way i wan. i feel beta not to smile now. no one can stop me from feelin tat way.

sage