meet chinjian & pengchen today. they accompany me go find my sports shoes at town area. haix. cant find it anywhere.=( went to a wake jus now. which really make me think deeper into life & death. jus another life & death matter tat really touches my heart. i felt sad. wanted to cry but i held back.maybe some ppl feels beta to end their life using their own hands. but b4 they do watever they think if good for them.did they ever think of their loved ones? is it wat they really wan n hope for? haix. there's no undo button when u take one's life.even if u regret. i mus learn to be stronger, grow up, accept tat life n death is jus split seconds apart.