YouStoleMyHeart.

Monday11:20:00 PM

first day of skool. haha felt refresh ba. so long nv catch up bing alr. finally met her in class.(= hm.. was late for cd lesson haha. but mr toh still mark my attendance. lucky man! heex. he talk about NE message den there was this wrong spellin of s'pore..LOL. sinagapore. haha. i wasn't payin much attention at 1st but after one of classmate start askin den everyone realise tat big mistake. hmm.cos was usin msn talkin to instructor n watchin a cute old movie mr toh flashin. haha. tat video wan to convey a message tat actually young kids n old folks are the easiest to take care of.. jus give them more attention n love.. everything okay alr. wonder why there's still so many homeless kids n old folks hangin around. haix. cant their family members understand tat? hmm...sad. after tat went for poly marina for lesson. eh eh eh. i tot haf water activity.. luckily don haf lo. in class doin knots n hitches revision. suppose to haf a test after tat. but due to my group is in jus group of 8 to a teacher. teacher decided everyone in group understand the knots n hitches.HAHA! when class end went back to skool. tot haf debrief but when reach skool debrief end alr. so decided to follow bing go to her club hse. hm.. met her group of nice seniors. really very kind guys. talk about astronomy n stuff stories of horoscope n all. realise LEO is a fierce n man eating lion. aiyoyo.n the word is not thick skin k.. is very protective skin tat can fend against spear n arrow.! haf fun inside tat room. hm..after tat took mrt wid bing home. talk to her quite alot. really like talkin to bing.. she always thinks the same as me. enjoy havin some1 wid same thots as me as friend.(:

Thank you to: xuebing, julien, patricia, xiaozhao n the rest who are always wid me no matter how bad my attitute was... thank you for understandin me!!!! love u guys alot alot alot!<3

everyone has their bad sides, i'm jus normal human.. i oso know i haf bad things in me. i haf bad attitute, some time over friendly, hot temper, i oso gossip, i am violent, i haf lots more bad things.. but tat's me.. i'll try to change to improve on my characteristic. meanwhile pls understand me.(:

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Sunday3:54:00 PM

hmm. wow so many things happened...time jus flies..see it's 3 more days to 2009!! i'm goin to be year2 soon! oh my. cant even cope my year1 lo.. nvm. haf been thinkin very hard about wat i wan to achieve in year 2009 man.. came to a conclusion tat :

I WANT TO LET MY GPA HIT AT LEAST 3.6!!!!

everyone made mistakes in their life.. i'm oso human i do make mistakes. but once i know it's a mistake i'll try to stop myself from making greater mistake. here i wan to apologies to all the ppl i hurt unknowingly tis year. mayb is my attitude, language, choice of words, actions, facial expressions all sort of ways tat cause u to feel hurt. i sincerely apologise. hope i will be forgiven. as it's always beta to haf one more friend den enemy isn't it?

ytd talk to my sports elective instructor about life..in the end he conclude everything into two sentence...

i would rather one hate me for who i am, than to love me for who i am not.

u depends on fate n destiny to meet the right person, but how to hold on to the right person depends very much on u.

i find it meaningful. i will learn to be myself from now onwards.. there bounce to be ppl tat don like me. jus like the opposite. there'll be ppl tat like me for who i am. i don need to purposely change to pretend to be someone else.. i think i still need more time to grow up more. cos i'm still rather immature for everything. in making right choice or other thing.so..i believe time will help me grow up in person or mentally.

i've walk thru my down period.i hope everyone will too.

i hope new year, new sem, i will haf new life! haha.

sage

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Thursday11:56:00 PM

MERRY X'MAS PEEPS!!! I LOVE U GUYS & ENJOY ALL THE TIMES WID U ALL!! HAHA.. wow.. time flies man.. another year pass alr.. wat i achieve tis year? let me see....

1. got my scholarship!! which made my parents proud n happy for me!(=

2. got into the course i wan consider? LOL

3. made new n trustable friends tat i am happy to be wid!

cant think of any alr...at least not at the moment ....haha.. next year i'll complete more to do task!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love my life.. after doin cip at awwa.. i really sppreciate my life. i mean.. like at least i haf caring parents n siblings to be wid me when i need them.. i haf family wid me.. i haf ppl to talk to.. (=

sage

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Sunday12:13:00 AM

had a fun & tiring day.(= sparc x'mas party held at some where in kallang n near east coast. a condo. it was damn fun!saw seniors tat nv expect to see n played games tat are cool.especially exchange nice present. haha.i wish everyone in sparc who attended had same feelin as me!

SPARC is FUN&ROCKS!

i jus don get it. why some ppl like to drag things till last min. some don like to reply sms n calls. so they think tat wat they are doin is the most impt n wat others need them to do is not?why so selfish. why no sense of urgency.i seriously hope those ppl can wake up n realise wat is their mistake.

i hate late replies.

i hate no replies.

i hate delayin.

i hate waitin.

it's not as if i don understand.

it's the prob tat u could haf jus tell me u're bz.

why still make me wait like idiot?

sage

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Friday10:35:00 PM

wat a day. today was stuck at home by a stupid pad lock.=.= hm. gotta call police here to break the lock.damn. so stupid.after tat meet patricia for late lunch.haha. so long nv see her alr finally saw her!was happy bout tat.(= oh my. i havent buy present for tmr's gift exchange. aiyoyo.don know wat to buy man........ sage

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Thursday10:16:00 PM

meet chinjian & pengchen today. they accompany me go find my sports shoes at town area. haix. cant find it anywhere.=( went to a wake jus now. which really make me think deeper into life & death. jus another life & death matter tat really touches my heart. i felt sad. wanted to cry but i held back.maybe some ppl feels beta to end their life using their own hands. but b4 they do watever they think if good for them.did they ever think of their loved ones? is it wat they really wan n hope for? haix. there's no undo button when u take one's life.even if u regret. i mus learn to be stronger, grow up, accept tat life n death is jus split seconds apart.

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Tuesday11:04:00 PM

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Monday11:07:00 PM

wat does it mean when u meet a person once, twice, thrice randomly..? haha so cute right. i met zacson 3 times today in amk man. haha 1st time is at posb atm.. den he walked away after withdrawin money n sayin hi to me. i continue to wait for my jie.. den, me n my jie walk to sembawang bookshop n i SAW zac zac there! lol. after tat he left.. me n my jie decide to go n see nice sports shoes for me as x'mas present. we went to sports link n i saw him again! lol. so weird but cute right... haha! oh ya.. zac zac now becoming more n more handsome le ! haha.(= after tat he went home la.. den we continue our shoppin. i saw a pair of nike sports shoes.. oh my super nice.. but don haf my size..legs too small.damn. let me recall wat i did tis morning... went to skool for badminton but seems like they forget to book the court..so we went to clementi sports hall instead. haha.had a fun badminton session wid the sparkies! (= den after tat julien & me went to ps. while waitin for ahmad n isaac.. me n julien was lookin at accessories. LOL we met a very cute but 1-year younger guy sellin hp thingy. hmm. den we went off to watch movie. hm.. after tat chris they all went off to work me ju n isaac went back to see the bags n accessories. hm.. got to know the guy call bernard i think. he cannot pronounce my name!!!!! wth~ he call me stage or even stitch..=.= damn. haha but nvm . hm.. den after tat went to meet my jie.lol. had a very contented day! haha i enjoy every bit n second of my life.(x sage

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12:10:00 AM

had a bz n fun day today la.. morning went to skool for nyaa meetin. (: after tat went to bugis wid zhao, elaine, kent & hafiz after tat alvin oso join us.. accompany them walk walk awhile den we cam whore!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol. again as usual haha. hm after tat accompany a friend to find my boss for interview n after tat went home cos my dear mama told me she not feelin well. hmm... reach home talk on msn to zac zac n chris for quite awhile.. den rot.. till pat, zhao , iz n the rest slowly online. we talk awhile den i oso change blog skin (= struggle for awhile after tat finally done. wahaha. new blogskin new page of life. haha!

the only way to stop everything is to break the stolen heart.

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Saturday1:14:00 AM

haha. the fun camp end alr.. fun time really passes so fast.D: anyway really had fun durin tis camp. played games tat really help to bond our relationships up. all the activities were well planned. n efforts of organisers appreciated!

i feel helpless.

seems like nth or noone can help.

i feel stress.

pushing manners make me feel irritated.

i feel sick.

don like to be cold, wet n hungry.

STOP

i need someone to talk to, i don want to be force or stressed n sick!

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Tuesday2:54:00 AM

what about my looks again?

will there ever be an end?

no more tellin me of it.

i'm sick of the words.

wild,ugly,fat

pretty,cute,angellic

wat's more to comment.

i tot no one can hurt me anymore.

look is jus a shell to store our souls isn't it.

don judge books by its cover, who told me that?

YOU.

i wanna hear no more about looks postive or negative.

it'll just hurt me more .

those who know me.. should know i don like to be stress. when i'm stress i tend to do things against my thinkin n although i know it is wrong i'll still do to purposely cause negative effect. i'm such evil n scary person don give me unnecessary stress. i panick easily. n can go crazy in 30 sec.

Sadly, tis is me. i am me. don try changin me for the sake of ur convenience. usin a sentence for ur own good. tat would sounds totally ridiculous to me.

sage

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Saturday12:26:00 AM

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