when there's a misunderstanding between 2 party, it definitely means actually both parties had did something tat cos misunderstandin btw 2. i finally understand tat. i said sorry n i hope everything will be okay n over. i said sorry bcos i felt i only stood at my point of view thinkin tat she hurt me both emotionally n physically. actually i hurt her too ba.i said harsh words too. but i haf to clarify i nv ever put words into anyone's mouth. everyone around me can prove so. you can ask them if u don believe or if u haf forgotten. i believe if i dislike u. i would haf bother to even talk to u at 1st or reach out to u. u understand? tat would only be something stupid.i am not some one u tot tat would do anything stupid. i always admit my mistake.like now. i apologise cos i felt it was my fault to let harsh words come out of my mouth. nth more than tat. i wont allow anyone to distort my image or my reputation. i wont forgive ppl who do tat to me. sage

i always believe tat when i nv disturb you i should not be disturb. today had character development presentation lo, had lesson at poly marina today.. kinda fun lo.. take the power boat out to sea.^^ realise fun time really pass very fast.. class ended. the group of us went back skool. saw chris , anston, thomas they all in room. haha den settle down to revise thermo abit wid thomas's help.. den went off to eat dinner. hm, bus ride back was long lo. nth to do. den crap wid anston. finally when reach home realise got blue black. damn, it spoils my day.

i am who i am, i don need to change to pls u. i like being myself n enjoy being myself, i don wan u to disrupt my lifestyle using stupid n lame excuses. lol. today super tiring lo. but fun la. went to skool early in the morning to paint sparc room.(= it was damn fun!haha after tat go see sivien they all bball match. hm. den follow julien go slack. haha. when we go back court sivien end match le so went back smac again to rest. n went to bath. after tat sivien, clement n aaron accompany me go queensway buy ankle guard. hm. had lunch there. it was fun to talk to them.. see sivien n aaron keep playin n teasing each other. after long walk, we sat down at a dessert shop for ice snowflake. wahaha mine nice! aaron n clement de lol. they say not nice. tried aaron's one... chocolate one.. abit yucky. LOL.eh, after tat decided to go home. me , aaron n clement walk to wrong bus stop. should haf trust my 1st sixth sense! haha. talk to the 2 of them quite alot. listen to them oso. had very funny n meaningless conversation la. haha! when reach TPY went to eat burger king. aaron n clement keep talkin crap disturb me! i kept laughin n laughin..almost puke out the ice lemon tea lo. after tat waited for 73 wid aaron. i haf taste de k.. i know wat seat is nice for sittin! wahahaha.aaron's leg very long..lucily i chose a good seat tat he can keep his leg wid him. haha eh. sounds wrong? keep his leg wid him.hm. long journey back. sit till butt pain lo. hmm.. so tired now. tmr might be goin study wid julien. see 1st mayb study on my own! (= sage

let them one by one disappear.

haha.in a beta mood. but bz ah!!! had duty ytd..not feelin well gastric was aching since start of the day. den when i go for duty..wa.feel like cryin luckily organiser was good. let me off t0 munch onto something. den kevin oso bought actal for me. phew..after duty went to my dad's place.. jus nice kevin goin tat way..so we head off to kallang. ate alot of things. seriously alot but gastric still hurts, weird gastric. when i finally go home. bath den sleep le. the time was 8.30pm. !!! i cant believe it. slept till tis morning 8.30am.LOl 12hours. eh. but gastric still pain. i still continue my plan to eat alot.. eh. while doin weldin, gastric really pain till i cant concentrate. haix. end up.. isaac say might even be indigestion. LOL. true man. i oso tot so..i think by tmr not well must go see doc liao la. hm. sian ar!!! tmr helpin serene do duty.. replacing ppl again.. i wan more duties!! keep myself bz so wont think so much.haha.eh. sivien n clement really very cute.. don let me run.LOL. i will run again.i swear.. mayb next week when i free ba.i miss running n sweatin. eager to train myself back to standard!! class are makin me feel so tire. tryin my best to catch up.. hm.. exams on 2nd n 3rd dec!! arh~~~~~~need some help for thermo man. jiayou sage!!! i'll pick up running again sometimes. i promised myself.i really miss running the feeling of sweatin n wind brushing against my face. CLEMENT PROMISE AR..U SAY WANT RUN WID ME.I'LL SET THE DATE! haha sage

ytd was like really freaky but nice night.. ytd was sma day oso the night for leo meteor, accidentally scalded anston's hand at bbq pit.. felt damn bad den i help him wid the bbq. the bbq pit is not flat one.. cannot bbq satay.. in the end i came out wid the idea to make our very own seoul garden LOl. we took out the meat from the stick n ' stir fry ' it usin tongs.wahaha. after tat anston call me let him bbq cos i oso injure myself.=.= .xuebing walk over n talk to me at one corner..den one of the guy suggested to play basketball. we went over. weird lo. tat guy nv go to the bball court leave me n thomas there waiting for him.nv even tell us. went off to bath cos really stink la!! sweat + bbq fishy smell. yuck! xuebing accompany me den we sat down waited for 12am to come. haha i'm the 1st person to tell her happy bday n kissed her on cheek on the dot!! wahaha. den thomas, isaac, n a malay guy came down wid 3 box of food. which make me feel like vomitin~~~ after tat rest at the rock wall wid thomas. siao la. his video clip scare me lo. >.<>.< aiyo.hm.. den they went to bath all these n some sat down to play card games.. me n julien walk to a side to haf gal's talk. OH MY GOD. den we saw something scary. we saw 1 nake man walkin into the hall. wth.. me n julien ran away as fast as we could lo. oh my thinkin back i think my brain need to be send for washing. to forget tat disgustin scene. yuck! hm we went back to where the rest were, julien join the game den i receive xuebing msg to tell me to walk over to stadium. actually wanted to walk over alone.. cos isaac playin his psp wid ekkachai the rest playin den thomas talkin to his friend. when i start walkin thomas catch up n accompany me there. told me tat it is dangerous lo. oso told me a freaky story make me scare. walao. but the night sky was super nice. very little stars but moon was very bright. couldn't see leo cos it was block. but i saw the moon!!! oh my.. moon haf so many hole man.. 1st time see the moon was excited..!haha! when i turn around LOL thomas fell asleep on the ground where we were lyin b4 i stood up. den when he woke up.. we walk back to find julien they all. after tat went of for night walk around the skool which wasn't a pleasant one. hm. after tat we went back to sac n talk about ghost stories..many fell asleep halfway. den we went out to sleep at rock wall there cos sac too cold alr.. hmm it was a super nice sleep!!!! when we wake up morning alr..after washin up.. n playin games for awhile.. went to eat n went home..me n anston who sat behind me fell asleep on the bus. luckily i woke up on time wahaha~ phew had a nice warm bath.(= thinkin back it was really a fun night..sma ppl rocks! (x they're nice n friendly ppl. haha.

when you start gossiping about the person you dislike wid ur friends who jus nice don like tat person, the next thing you'll realise is.. you are getting to hate the person more n more as days goes by. so, even if u don like tat person's attitude. keep it to urself so tat u can still be friend. when u start gossiping.. things will nv stop.it'll jus keep on goin. YAY! my jie rock! she allow me stay in skool tmr to join the astro club wid xuebing to see meteor. wahaha!!! heard tat tmr is leo.. really look forward to it. ^^ (V) oh ya. today was kinda fun i suppose haha. at 1st was in class me n xuebing sat together finally after so many weeks.. talked n played. oh ya.. oso got disturb kevin who was sittin behind. haha i think he tot me n bing crazy le. we down there do some funny stunts den say lame jokes n laugh till we fell off chair. lol. after tat was practical.. (= yay!!! Mr toh say i improve alot.wahahaha... finally after so many days.. he say i finally got hold of how to do welding. (= saw kent inside workshop doin his fyp thingy oso. he look damn serious.. 1st time see kent like tat. was kinda scare n shock.. luckily nv do anything wrong tat make him scold me.wahaha. hm. durin the break time..LOL.. we bought a full plate of fruits n shared. waha. i think our hand n eyes really cant coordinate. everybody start droppin fruits on table.hm see. i said i had a fun day le.. but the bad thing was. on my way home.. i took bus home, some1 i don know is guy or gal who sat beside me.. fell asleep. started to lean on me.. i was damn scare n pissed. luckily 4 ngee ann guys started helpin me by shackin the chair a little to wake tat person up when he goin to lie on me. really thank them man.. (= kind ppl. hm, about tat.. saw bizzy nick on bus too. haha. he grew up so much, but face nv change still look so cute. haha! really miss yckss ppl so much.. hope will get to see them soon!doin my crs now..>.< don know how to do but.. nvm i'll try! sage

lol. today is a totally crap. woke up at 11am went to skool for the gems. but den reach there super early..luckily baddie thomas came to collect the shirt he lent me n accompany a while..when gems start. it was super lame inside. totally boring lesson. super hungry all the way lo. still haf to stick to the chair n do the stupid project. tat lecturer don let us go. argh.after tat muay thai oso scary. brought chinjian to join me for it. n realise the instructor,stanley (i call him sandy)lol, finally brought the gloves n shield up for lesson.i tot it would be easier tis time. but my partner was a super strong gal.. she give me punches still can.. when she give me the kicks. wow. i fell to the ground.=.= the impacts were on my hands n tummy.now wrist blue black le.. felt like vomitin once she gave me the push kick. it was so hard till the instructor oso shock n told her to be lighter. wa.. damn it. don know why i suggested to partner her oso. gave me a hard time today. after tat it's still raining.when i walk saw hafiz, dave n their friends, oso sweehao who took the bus ride wid me..hm den edna told me wont be meetin me for dinner.i felt super hungry when reach home!! luckily my jie n daddy ask me to join them for dinner at coffee shop. after my shower went down find them..had delicious meal~~ (x oh ya.. change my blog skin..muahaha. wid the help of isaac, heex finally loaded the song 'love story' into my blog. haha thank you isaac! sage

wow. tis morning was kinda scary. haha i cant find my sma shirt for poly marina.. i was wearin white shirt some more lo. couldn't imagine myself jumpin into water in white. haha luckily BADDIE thomas for lendin me a dark blue shirt.. (= thank you thomas! but in the end oso nv go for jetty jump or any other water activity.. cos of the rain.. LOL after poly marina.. me n the gang went mac.. actually wanted to go the play ground de..but after rain scare the sand sticky sticky.. heex. den we went home straight away. den when my hp goin low batt, my mum keep callin askin me to go dinner. actually eat le but went there wid them again.had hot pot for dinner! wee~~ super nice.. hm. but when reach home got to know my erjie sick sia.. haix worry for her..den her bf ask me help her wipe sweat.. =.= lao.. make me sounds like maid. hope she'll get well soon!!!(x sage

hmm. forget to say.. i'm learning something new everyday. today.. i learnt tat no matter wat or how a friend criticise u..or how good or bad they look.. as long as they're there when u need help.. they are true friends..sage

yenru n her cake wid pretty ros at the side..

today's a fun day. (= went to skool in the early morning after lecturer talks to me, went to MS to meet xuebing they all. to celebrate yenru's bday. went kbox wid them n it was fun!!! after we enter yenru started singin alr. alex brought me to the toilet n... ALEX is a road idiot+ blur sotong + ben dan. haha after we finally went back to the room.. we started to play n sing like crazy.. it was super fun.. den me n alex went to buy yenru's bday cake. walk n walk like lost kids in jungle. lol we bought yenru's favourite chocolate cake for her as promised. (x went back to roomto sing n handled the cake over to the supervisor. waited till rosalyn came den we went to collect the cake. after eatin i went to meet yihkiat to come back to amk for dinner wid my erjie n her bf. hm. after pizza hut meal, went to watch the coffin. damn it .. it was freakin scary lo, but it was nice.. went home straight after the movie..now lying lazily on my bed!!!!~~~~sage

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ______________________________ OFFICE ARITHMETIC Smart boss + smart employee = profit Smart boss + dumb employee = production Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime _____________________________ SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________ GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________ HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all. ______________________________ LONGEVITY Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die. ______________________________ PROPENSITY TO CHANGE A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does ._____________________________ DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument. _____________________________ HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, 'You're next.' They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals. SEND THIS TO A SMART WOMAN WHO NEEDS A LAUGH AND TO THE SMART GUYS YOU KNOW CAN HANDLE IT. (=

phew, so bz tis few days.wanted to rest but so many things to do.. i realise i'm so easy to be affected by things surroundin me.end up i always panick n make myself so tire. i need to change the way i do things!! he oso say so. i mus change n get use to decide wat things mus come 1st. which is more impt. i will try! jiayou xueling! sage

the past few days was my 'holiday' man. keep sleepin n sleepin cos of the medicine. tat damn kenny keep sayin i'm like pig. keep sleepin. but hey! i'm down wid my tension headache again lo. not my fault man~anyway hm missed 2 lesson of thermo. >.< haix haf alot to catch up.. but nvm i'll work harder n 5a(s) here i come!!!!~~~~ hmm had a long day today.. woke up at 6am to prepare myself to go to skool.. haf nyaa briefing n some sparc breifin as well as certs given out.. to see whether we pass the probation period. n yes! I PASSED!!!! was kinda worry at first but i made it (= heex. yay, now a official sparc member le. =D glad tat i can be part of the family..oh ya.. haf photo takin session too.. lots f fun pic n formal pic bein taken. very fun day overall. hmm when u go back realise my hse keys was at cousin's hse so haf no choice but to go back my cousin's hse stay again. haha when i reach they were studyin at my aunt's hse nearby jus few blocks away so after my hot bathe i took my stuff n walk over. wow the lift was really stuffy as there were ppl movin hse n furnitures were all over the place. hmm when i finally got my chance to go out was feelin tire alr..woke up early + the drug effect.. i fell asleep on the sofa. don even know when my aunt& uncle came back. it was so embarrasing man my sleep posture wasn;t very good on the sofa. hahal. but i think they're quite used to it alr. cos last time k2 i can even sleep inside toilet lol. hm after tat den ate somebread for dinner n came back to cousin's hse rot. haha. wanted to study but no mood argh! i mus study tmr den.. finish my tutorial all!! sage