i'm super tired today. woke up early in the morning for class it all went well until when i went for gems received tat shockin news. tat fuckin piece of damn news destroyed my entire good mood. my foto was submit to participate in something i shouldn't have to. wat was tat sabotage for? i know i'm not pretty. but i don need u guys to comment about me. so wat if i look weird.. i don use n rely on my looks to survive.i told myself nvm it's okay.it's a prank a nightmare tat will stop n i knew i shouldn't haf care about those words. but it still hurts me deeply when it came to me. i cant take it. shadow under my sisters beautiful appearance alr caused me to suffered for so many years..why they still add to my pain.no one know how i feel when i look at my sisters' face.. why u guys jus cant stop talkin about ppl looks for one day. jus one day n i'll be content.but will there ever be tis day? i doubt so. sage