YouStoleMyHeart.

2.26am

Monday2:27:00 AM

it's 2.26am in the morning..i'm still awake. wat am i tryin to do..waitin for the msg? nope.i jus cant sleep.many things tat happen in the past keep comin into my mind. makin me think about all . not think about how pitiful i am but wat i did tat make ppl around me suffer. many told me forget about the past n look wat's ahead of us. but if we don look back.. how can we improve? not tat i'm still livin in my past. but i really wan to know how was it like if i had made different choices.if my family really made the choice of givin me away. if my mum had not let me stay in my aunt's place for the 10 years. if tis n tat.. wat would haf change? a fortune teller once told me n my aunt say i would haf turn into someone tat would commit crimes n disappoint many ppl tat love me at the age of 15. but it had not happen..why? wat would haf happen if tat thing really happen? why tis happen n not tat? i'm confused about everything around me. my friends sometimes are not my friends, those tat once i tot they don like me told me they like me, the one tat i like don like me. wat is happenin? cant things be more simple? i'm really happy to be in my family.. to be a part of them i felt lucky n happy. but it would be beta if i wasn't told about the background stories of the past tat would make me cry whenever i think of them.i know i'm a burden..i alr try my best not to be alr.. why why why.. why am i still one to them? they say it is simple ..tis is call love. bcos they love n care tat's why i am burden to them. sage

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