finally finish the f1!! hOORAY!! it's tiring but fun..(= enjoy myself there.. tis few days feel super lost. like lost track of time or wat. cant adjust back to normal. tsk tsk. haha my dad jus shared mango wid me again lol.. always find me eat mango.. oh man.. think will get diabetes.. so sweet.. indonesia mango~ hm, tmr needa wake up super super early.. 4am to do duties. DAMN. 4AM!!!! need reach airport at 0540 to fetch guest from other country.. argh.. mus they arrive so early?!! sage

jus wake up.. i'm so so so tired. the f1 thingy.. argh~ standin there like statue repeatin the same sentence :" oh, bay grandstand is blah blah blah~" who wan to take over my shift stand there.. argh. but overall, my colleagues are quite friendly n nice ppl.. though at 1st i din even talk to them haha. now i believe the sayin tat either one of the party at ur work place is mean,colleagues or patrons. the Patrons are angry freak.. bcos they're payin quite a lot of money.. they're equally demandin. manz.. finally when the night is over.. i've to walk all theay from esplanade ti city hall..the feelin of toes break apart from legs is unbearable. luciky the train is empty..but after tat still need to walk from train station to home.. hm.. tat's the scary part.. 20 mins of walk.. in btw still need to cross a park.. it's damn freakin dark by then.. it's 1am. i cant expect much. luckily i called my friend n talk on phone while crossin it.. >.< he's the hero of the night!save my night.. when i reach home.. i feel like sleepin immediatly man. but still wash myself up la after a struggle from geetin up the comfy sofa.. haha. i don feel like standin.. but in another 2 hrs time.. i'll need to stand again.. damn.

when was the last time i went for a walk wid my daddy... let me think...... pri2? yea.. pri2. i rmb tat period of time always go joggin wid daddy at hougang park..todat surprisingly daddy request to go for a walk!!! (= reminds me of my young n innocent times.. tryin my very best to catch up wid daddy's pace..haha.today me n my sis accompany him walk around the whole park.. talk bout lots of stuff.. though was told to stay at home today.. but did hse chores.. n help jie to cook dinner..whole family haf dinner together.. i think tis is happiness isn't it? haha. sage

haha.. came across a poem n feel tat it is kind of sweet so i type it into my blog..(= oh man.. i'm so bored. stay at home all day long make me feel like sleepin.. i think i'm gainin lots of weight.damn it. i wan lose weight!!! OMG sage

haha. today's my 2nd sis bday!!happy bday jie~ enjoy ur 21st bday!!!! happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to erjie, happy birthday to you!!!! muakx hm, i slept a lot today!!! keep sleepin like animal hibernating..>.<>

wah.. today the F1 training so boring. i woke up at 5 am jus to prepare myself. tired..LOL i haf a BLUR friend call PATRICIA.. who sleeps EARLY in the morning, active at night~ haha. TMR is the day! muahahaha... tmr my father n jie will be my surety! signin the contract haha. i'm excited!(x haha. now 'studying' media waha

i admit, i was being childish n sturborn at tat moment. i'm truly sorry jie n i wont do tat again. how i hope i could tell her tis thru my mouth but i cant. sage

lol. i realise i've continuously meet patricia for... 4 days..=.= sounds so les.. even my guy friends are askin me about tat. c'omon peeps don think so much we're str8. haha..i finally got over something..n really felt relieve. of cos there's guys tat are much more beta around! i believe so!n i'm sure i deserve it..(= hm. oh ya, patricia is my hero!! lol.. she ytd save my life man. waha. i cross the road while readin sms. luckily she pull me back.. if not i think i'll be either in hospital or in coffin alr.thanks turtle hubby!! waha. she keep sayin my blog is borin no choice but to praise her more.. so she wont complain. waha. sage

learn a lesson today.. sometimes, we shouldn't force things too much. or end up the person gettin hurt will be urself. learnt tat let go may not be a bad thing. hm haha.. WA. how come sudden so many dates de.=.= bz bz...or are they tryin to pity me? hm.. i'm worried. i scare i cant get my scholarship due to my poor result. shit.if i screw it up.. i don know wat to tell my dad man. fuck man.hate it.i'm goin to disappoint some1 tat love me again. sage

jus finish watchin 1 litre of tears.. omg. i think my eyes are swollen alr.. the story was filmed based on a true story of a gal name "aye-san" .. she's truly respectable.. admired her courage to live on despite the fact tat her illness was incurable..her words are touchin n meaningful..eh? why am i talkin about her. haha.enough of her.. everyday worked n worked damn tire..when can i get a day off from troules!!!! sage

yay! finally change my blog skin..!(x spent more than a hour sittin in front of my lappy to choose the skin.. think my new blog skin is kinda cute.. hope it will really bring a smile upon those who visit my blog! haha hmm~ excited today..went for scholarship interview n it was a success! COOL! muahahah.. so happy. when my dad heard tat i got the scholarship, he was laughin so happily(x i din make the wrong choice..=D din know where my confident came from, but i finally walk out of some crazy thoughts tat i haf been struggling wid. (x i'm me myself again! sage

hm~ super duper long nv update my blog le.. haha..thinkin back wat happen to me during tis period.. WOW~ haha. too much to say alr. 1st is poly50, den exams, den mountain climbin trip , den LOTs of things. muahaha.. sweet memories lo..(x hm if a pic can speak thousands of words.. n i think i haf more than 30 fotos man to upload to tell my story!!! haha. oh ya.. i haf new family members le wor..patricia is squrtle hubby, xiaozhao is father-in-law, firman is maria cum mother-in-law.julien is affair. LOL bz life ya? wahaha anyway i really excited about tmr's scholarship interview!! if i pass the interview.. it will tell who i'll work for when i grow up. i hope i can get it.sincerely hope..wish me luck! sage