i feel super guilty.. it's my fault.. i slowed down the whole rely team.. my ankle n thigh hurtin again.. i couldnt perform well.. today my performance sux.. i knew i could do beta than tat..but i din..haix.. seein the team mates performin well i feel so bad.. i caused it..shit.. why i always injure!!!! argh.. i should n could haf done beta than tis..coach told me not to put oo much stress on myself..how can i not?! aiyo..the team mates said nvm but i mind.. i don wan to be the bad apple among good.. spoiling the basket of good apples!i swear i wan to do beta~