attractive,beautiful,cute,different,elegant, fabulous,gorgeous,healthy,idealistic,joker, kind,lovely,marvellous,nice,outstandin,pretty, quick,real,super,talented,unique,vintage,wild,x-traodinary,zeal.. haha.. special thanks to kenny , kent n EUGENE meimei!! wahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahhahahhahahaahahahahahaha xD

1 of my turtle , guigui, died.. wth. all my fault.. y i so stupid put so much water.. why i so careless din realise it's sick.. argHGHGHGHG... MY FAULT MY FAULT MY FAULT MY FAULT.. WHY WHY WHY..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm..so sian.. till now still don really understand how to do the sums.. argh..do till fell asleep on sofa..haha..kind of bored now..don know wat to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUDY STUDY STUDY!=S

my new hair cut..a random shottaken la.. lol quite short ya? sage

today esther , suxin n aisha went back to training for me.. oh man..i felt even worse.. i'm the worse.. a long distance runner stuck in short dist. doin crap. shit.. my decision should be right..i told suxin about my decision.. she told me tat i should be transfer to long dist.. cos i keep injuring myself isnt a wise choice.. had dinner wid her..haha..gossip-ED ..lol so fun..! she's a good listener n advisor! (x sage

my second zhihao daddy so cute! haha.. of cos my 1st daddy Hafiz oso.. waha..opp=X

jus came back from a very fun camp..though was havin throat infection from 2nd day onwards, but every1 took great care of me.. i wanna thank those nice ppl! BIG thank you to all.. 1st time fell sick in camp..feel kind of bad.. can do nth but sleep..some more throat so sore.. cant drink or eat..aiyo.. went to see doc..so ex!!!! don understand why but haifiz paid for me..though i say will pay him back.. but tis nature kind side of human being especially from sparc n compre.. touched my heart..^^ nv regret goin to tis camp.. knew nice ppl.. oh ya.. i wanna mention firman n thava.. the 2 guy tat are nice to every1..they're so sweet man..haha.. firman knew i don haf sleepin bag.. he lend me his !! oh man.. the room was so cold yet.. hmm so sweet ya? den thava is durin the night walk keep encouragin n talkin to me,, tried makin me laugh.. haha.. so nice of him.. both of them are the most gentlemen in the camp..(i think.)xD sage

i feel super guilty.. it's my fault.. i slowed down the whole rely team.. my ankle n thigh hurtin again.. i couldnt perform well.. today my performance sux.. i knew i could do beta than tat..but i din..haix.. seein the team mates performin well i feel so bad.. i caused it..shit.. why i always injure!!!! argh.. i should n could haf done beta than tis..coach told me not to put oo much stress on myself..how can i not?! aiyo..the team mates said nvm but i mind.. i don wan to be the bad apple among good.. spoiling the basket of good apples!i swear i wan to do beta~

haha.. again..after so long den rmb to update..waha.. always feel lazy to update de..haha..anyway.. feelin great despite my ankle injury came back again.. but it's okay la..worth it..^^ coach put me in for competition..he say will help the potential ones to gain experiences.. though know i'm not very good but i believe workin hard can let me be as good as my friends! i believe i can..!jiayou..haha..sian.. spike shoes sport shoes..argh.. go where find good ones.. haix..headache sia.. sage