hmm..today is a super tiring day...nope...should be tis few days so damn tire.. today woke up late..i tot i would be late but in the end only used 2 mins to reach work place liao .. so stupid lo..hm.. haha..den at work place oso blur blur 1..hm... so sian.. n hungry ... hm.. until finally 4 can knock off n eat tot can enjoy liao.. my jie call me meet her buy the groceries..=.=.. so heavy.. me, leng n jie carry n walk all the way... i think my blood vessels also broke.. so heavy n tiring!!! my hands so many blue black..shit lo.. >.< but nvm.. today was quite an enjoyable 1.. memorable.. LOL...
i'm being so selfish.. i nod i shouldn't do tat n use tat way to avoid reality.. but i dunno wat i can do to lessen the pain n miserable i had done ..but i really wish to be alone now... i admit i am very selfish... but i really don wan it right now.