i am so so so sure ... i still like him.. i promise myself i will forget him... but... i broke my promise... i jus cant stop thinkin of him... hmm.. i won !!! hahas... i gamble with my family and won !! although not a lot... but i nod it mean i will be lucky thru out tis year!!! wee~

waahhh..~ who can save me... not enough time to finish preparation for art!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! helpppp~ hm.. went to doc today... he said goin infection ... but luckily havent... also my wound is very clean...good job..>.< but still so pain.. hm... hahas... nvm... after a while will be alright!!

happy new year!!! =) hm... today is a fun day... i stay up to 3.06am ..' hope my parents will be bless...' hmm.. actually wanted to stay up thru out... but too tire...>.< sorry ...god... pls... hmm.. wee~ today gamble WIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ xD happy day~

hm.. today so sian lo... the skool have kind of emergency preparation thingy... no electricity and no food except for ration given... argh.... den ytd my leg scalded by motorbike exhaust pipe... stupid lo.. den now the wound is turning purple and 4-5 cm big in size with a blister in the center..>.< pain!!!!!!!

hmm... tis few days... go my dad shop help... din drink enuf water... now got soar throat le... >.< hahas... so sian ar.... today have a a maths class test... so difficult!!! make me so headache lo.. luckily.. my teacher give clues.. if not head sure burst !!! hahas... count down to valentine day ...2 days..

hahas..hmm... today quite tire lo...wahaha... npcc me parade commander..lols... shout till abit no voice le neh...hahas.. today oso feel quite empty...dunno why..mayb cos cant find my hp?? hahas... valentine day coming... people..must enjoy the day wor..X) i will wish all those ppl who read my blog... a advance happy VAlentine Day...!!! haha... i envy my friends.. although i don wan find bf now.. but see her everyday describe how he and she spend the day... how good he treat her.. hahas... i feel so empty..hahas... hmm... nvm... books will be my another half...hahas.. [ eh... abit lyin to myself leh..] wahhaha...=X

aiyo..i drop my hp... dunno where is it!!! cant find...oh man...hm... somemore... shut off le...how to find..! hm... quite sick leh... hm...not feelin well today... nv go skool... haix... sian ar...at home keep sleepin....>.< so pig le..!!! hm... lookin forward for valentine day...=) waha.... cos some1 promise tat i will get a surprise..^^

wahaha...!!! we got sliver...!!! yeah~~~ NCOs of yckssNPCC [ 2006/2007] rocks!!! wahaha... noone can look down on us anymore..hahas... anyway..nowadays... feel kidda bored of my life... the things jus keep repeating and feel no excitment anymore....den hahas... also nv talk to any1 about it... i mean nv mention... i feel quite sad ... duuno why..jus have the sad feelin dunno wat is happening to myself too... =( i can smile but not laugh heartedly...i feel bad... dunno about wat... sometimes do wrong things oso very easy cry.. not me at all.. i used to be strong and not cry baby... isit ? wat's happening? i feel like slappin myself... xueling