hm.. i've changed? really...? i'm not sure too.... no matter wat happen u , me , everyone still have to continue with our life... rite? why bother so much? happy is the most important thing... or mayb u are not happy ba.. not happy with me.. not happy with us.. not happy with eveyone around u and most importantly not happy with ur own life.. no one is to be blame. so don blame any1 expact for urself... u lead ur own life and u're sayin ur life is ' full of shit' . wat can i tell u? tell ' ya so shitty ' ? or wan me say ' how can it be ' den console u? oh man ... come on... who i am to u? ur mum? i told u b4 ... study study must study... if u studied ... ur result will not be so upsettin... not only make u urself sad.. we , ur parents are sad too... who cause it? YOU. think about it. if i'm wrong.. u can blame me. u can scream at me... but don keep it to urself... loved