YouStoleMyHeart.

love update!

Sunday9:50:00 PM

haha, i know i know. this is my LONGEST period of not blogging(:

i'm doing really well, almost perfectly fine. just very lazy to blog. haha. no time, so tired everyday!will blog more when i'm free i promise... but gotta wake up at 5 tmr! so ciao!

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tiny hearts, big big love.dedicated to all the ppl i love(:

Friday11:17:00 PM

Hi! has been ages since i last blogged. had TONNES of things for me to do for past few weeks. things are alomst done n most of them completed. now left 2 exams. 2 exams and i'm done wid poly. will be graduating soon.. so fast. time really flies, rmb when i first enter poly was really active and high, always on the go kind.. (*laugh) nowwww.. i really cant be bother and really lazy.

3years of my poly life, i've really learnt alot, not like i'm sayin i'm knowledgable but, in the sense tat i've see and experience lots of things.. from friends,

lecturers, super gfs, and classmates. (: really thank them for my super fun poly life. i oso wan to thank all the camps and all made me meet my superb boyfriend, weekiat.

my no.1 prince charming tat came into my life showered me wid all the love. made ppl so

jealous and start bad mouthing me. HA. tis is how strong his love was for me.(: my super bf, make me so crazily in love wid him, everyday making me fall in love wid him in different ways.haha! he's jus so adorable and loving. my charming weekiat.(: hon, i love you! to the

max! (:

my special group of friends tat had been wid me thru tis 3

years(: all the little conflicts, laughters, jokes, pranks, studies, exciting moments we had, really spiced up the boring life in poly.(: Thank you: Xuebing, Suxin, Rosalyn, Yuhan, Jieliang, Maysiew, Elite, Louis, Jamond, Hongming, Isaac fong, Ain,Hafiz, Kent all the sparc and track ppl and a lot of them, so much so much, i couldnt name all, i thank you all for

making my life happier(:

my cute and lovely groups of gf tat stayed wid my thru thick and thin,

Jody Low, Xu Xiao Zhao, Julien Ng and used-to-be-one-i-know-as Patricia, i really thank you gals, stayed wid me thru my misery, worries, happy times and all. though some we havent met like for year or so.. but in my heart, you gals left prints tat cant be erase off. (: i love you all!

think back, i really enjoy my life for past few years, but one cannot hold back by the past, we must always look forward. and i am willing n bravely moving on to my next stage, next chapter of life. i know weekiat will be by my side go thru the future and make it to our h

appy ending. (: baby, i'm looking forward. i wan to see and listen how you goin to kneel down propose marriage to me and put the life time ring on my finger bond our love together. i'm really looking forward.

Future wont be easy but at least we know we're not alone.(:

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reflection.

Sunday2:54:00 AM

recently i've been thinking a lot. like what's right what's wrong. white and black is there really tis grey area that we people cannot interfere with. i didn't get myself emotional. just purely let the thoughts run through my mind. thinking i've always been helping people or rather think i'm helping people. am i really helping? or rather i invert more hurt into them. i've been thinking i always think i am a good person. am i really one? what causes this thoughts wasn't because things like what my dearest hurt me. just i think i really hurt my friend. i thought by asking one to talk their heart out, will feel better. but i think the matter that person is dealing with is far worst than what i've encounter. well. and i thought i could like always be the 'good person' give words of advice then that person will pick it up and recover. but i was wrong. it turn out i invert more hurt and caused more pain. i'm really very guilty and sorry. i reflected on myself and realize i was been 'busybody' den being 'helpful'.some people, some problem may be well left untouched and let it recover by itself. yes, time is needed. cannot rush it. trying speed things up often make things worst. perhaps that's the grey area in life. noone can interfere with it. let it be. it'll heal some day.

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wasn't a good friday and saturday i was looking forward to. my plans din work out because my dear got confine. i broke down but din want to bother others. i bottled up just like before. and last thing i wanted to do making weijie felt worst was to cry to him and say out how bad i felt how disappointed i am and made him feel worst. sigh. yes perhaps i am a bad girlfriend. i don't know how to think in his shoes seeing him so tired and down already i still continue to make things worst for him. but before saying anything like i am worst girlfriend ever. you aint the one going thru what i was going thru. you aint the one weijie love and dote on. you aint the one waitin patiently for him to book out every weekend. you aint the one baked cake but he got confine and had to throw all your effort into drain. you aint the one loving him. i really felt my heart sank when i saw him msg. i sent almost or more than 60 msges in just 3 days knowing he wont be able to reply but i keep sending thinkin he'll feel damn happy to see i report to him almost every hour one msg. telling him what i was doin what i eat who i'm wid and all. but the first msg you receive after 3 days was he cant come back on weekend. my broken. you know how it felt? like some one rip your heart and throw all the pieces into salt water. sigh. i still feel bad. yes. i'm still a bad girlfriend. but so what as long as he loves me. i dont care what others say.

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kiss me -- Olivia

Wednesday11:08:00 PM

Kiss me out of the bearded barley Nightly, beside the green, green grass Swing, swing, swing the spinning step You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress. [Chorus:] Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight Lead me out on the moonlit floor Lift your open hand Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance Silver moon's sparkling So kiss me Kiss me down by the broken tree house Swing me upon its hanging tire Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

[repeat chorus]

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i'm waiting for you.

Thursday7:34:00 PM

hon, you're on your field camp trip, and i'm waiting for you.(:

patiently and looking very very forward to meet you on sat hopefully.

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drove jody to serangoon mrt today.(:

as usual we talk like never ending thru out the ride.(:

she's still SOOOOO sweet as ever. very very cute. haha babe, jus rmb i'm just a few clicks away. dial my no. and i'll talk to you no matter wat time okay! a promise sagey sister give you! (: love love~

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i'm ready for exam(:

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happy 6 month anniversary baby<3

Saturday2:32:00 PM

Made a special thing for baby. :) will post on blog tmr or wat when he sees it himself and hope it'll be something tat touches him. Cos I spent hours literally hours to do it. Figure how to do to buy the stuff to do it. :) baby look forward to it. :)

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wat a wonderful day~

Sunday12:54:00 AM

haha had a wonderful day wid my dearest.(: spent early afternoon at jurong wave pool den went jurong point for pizza & SHOPPING SPREE! (for me!!!) den went back to his ah ma hse to put things den meet my sis they all for dinner(: den go back ah ma hse to watch movie!!!! den his granddad send me home again.(: love my day!simple yet lovely&pleasant~ lovelove!

fri i renew my line, sold the phone on the spot and oso change my line to the one wid data plan. so now i can online as and when i like! :D

looking back at tis week, really realise i nv really do alot of stuff huh. except for i passed my life saving. hmmmmmm, well. at least i got my very comfy sleep back. (: anyway will be having my PT on monday! wish me luck!

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tis week.

Thursday7:48:00 PM

1st week of skool? time table is kinda slack for my last sem. (: like it, can go home nap and go swimming all tat stuff.

And OH OH talking about swimming, I'VE PASSED MY LIFE SAVING 1,2,3! heheheheh. so happy. :D so now mus work hard for my BM den next time i wont need to do cat 1 swimming le.

And receive a bad news for the week. it's a must for me to take nafa. :( so long nv run already. my ankle still cannot allow me to even jog. how to run. :( baby say will train wid me slowly. baby mus push me k...? i a bit scare i cant run like how i used to be like. :(

Baby i miss you so much. really miss you miss you miss you.

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another day, another saying.

Sunday9:27:00 PM

haha, another weekend spent together thorounghly.fri we meet for dinner and sat we went to swim and watch movie,"child's eye". den had a night gathering wid my sisters and cousins at evans road. baby stayed over my hse,hahah poor him sleep in living room again.LOL. i sound sympathic enough right! hahahahaha(:anyway the weekend i use 2words to describe: super nice! (: today was like wooots! simple things done but felt sweet.:D we played scrabble together and we actually argue over it. HAHA. we use all the alphabets! smart right.muahah. den we were like, if you need check dictionary for words, will get smack on forehead. hehehe new punishment since baby is botak! MUAHAHA. den he kept givin me chance hit his forehead. heex.. den we had dinner at mac den left for pasir ris to send him off. oh ya, baby told me a phrase today,

" Don't find difficulties in opportunity, find opportunity in difficulties."

chim, i'm still tryin to figure out the real meaning behind it.and below are some photos took at the bus stop(:

haha, highlight for the week? i went to USS( Universal Studio Singapore ) on friday(: very fun but the sun is baking and since it's a friday the queue is super long, recommended to go on a weekday like tues to thurs. haha. photos would be uploaded by my cousins on FB. (:

awwww, girlfriend jody came back from her sweet trip! (: hear all the things she said, awwwww heart melts!!!!!!! love you girlfriend! (: babe if you're seeing this , i'm glad you like your present. and rmb i'm always a call away! (: lovelove!

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this week.

Friday1:03:00 AM

what a week. seems to be kinda busy, i try to arrange as many things to do as possible.

mon i packed my room. threw out lots of stuff and all for one whole day.

tues i went for driving finally after so long, den went pulau ubin wid my parents den i finally met up wid xiaozhao and aaron for a nice sushi dinner like last time. den had koi as dessert before going home.

wed went out wid parents to shop for furniture and stuff.i totally forgot i got life saving class, i cooked dinner for my whole fam.

thurs, a havoc day for me. morning i woke up realising i'm alone at home, i got no key. i gotta go out for class gathering. den i was like very frustrated and stuff. i keep throwing tantrum den i finally got out after my bro came back to open the door for me. had seoul garden which lasted me for whole day. i rejected goin movie wid them, was too tired. i came home den i fell asleep on the sofa. den went to room to sleep again till 8 plus. den i went to bath start to stare at my phone waiting for my darling to call me. oh did i say, his phone was confiscated cos the other night he text me and got caught. sigh. i waited and waited finally at 10 he called and we talk for a while. i almost cry when i hear his voice, den i was havin bad cough, keep interruptin his convo wid me. felt so bad and he keep sayin his heart is aching. :( baby, sorry for not keep my promise to take care of myself......

i miss you badly, hope you can book out tmr. den we can go night safari wid my fam.. den come stay over. go and haf our midnight mac. dear, i miss you.

sage

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